I tried to get a nice spot in Alexis Bistro tonight but my effort was not that successful. So here I end up at Starbuck, getting online to update my blog. It's not so much of updating ......it is more like whining. Ermm...maybe it's not whining.

Anyway...it has been quite sometimes since I enjoyed listening to life jazz music. Last time I was there with Che Wan. We both stayed there till Noryn Aziz finished her performance. I must say, she's good with jazz music. Her voice has some soul, you know?! It's always nice to listen to live music once in a while. I find it very relaxing.

I used to enjoy live music in Schroom Cafe at KLCC. Sometimes I requested one or two from my favourite song list. Sometimes they sang my song...and sometimes they didn't. Perhaps because they didnt know of that tune. Of course, I dont think many of you too would share the same musical taste as mine. Usually I just sat there with a Coke or possibly, Teh Tarik, and hummed along with the singer. The crowd was pretty okay.

Oh yeah..I had a discussion with my friend on yesterday about giving an expensive dinner for family. Hurmm..was it about family..or was it about the expensive dinner? I can't remember exactly..but it was something like that. I said, it's ok for me to give an expensive dinner for family because I feel they worth it. Because I feel, it's like giving credit to myself by acknowledging my own capability to give them one. I personally feel that I desire all the expensive stuffs in life. I feel if I work hard and earn so and so income, I should give credit to myself and go spend some of my earnings. Alang-alang tu, belasah la benda-benda mahal. No?

I want to earn a lot for myself. I want to earn a lot because I want to provide many things to my family. As I told my friend, I bought so many supplements and medical remedies for my mom. Sometimes they are cheap..but most of the time..they are not. I also want to bring them to some good places. I think they deserve to have all the good things life can offer. In fact, I think my future spouse and my children one day should get all the good things life can offer.

That is why I must work hard right now. It's not so much for me. But it is everything for my future family....which I don't know when they will come. Hahahahaha....