Siang tadi ada pitching session for Pre Seed Fund. Walaupun aku dah banyak buat presentation, tapi yang ni still aku terasa butterfly in my fat stomach. For me, it was a learning experience in taking questions from so called 'experts' in their respective areas. Some questions are really brilliant and put us in perspective and some questions are really plain dumb questions. So, that made them no less better than us anyway.

Anyway, mummy dah tunjuk progress sikit. Dia dah boleh buka mata and cam suara tapi masih tak dapat bersuara. Aku tak harap banyak pun untuk hypoxic patient sebab chances untuk mummy fully recover is very slim - almost to none actually. Aku datang bawa adik aku skali, Hamizah, melawat mak aku. Hamizah kata papa sweet sebab cara papa jaga mummy. Aku jadi tak terkata apa. Seperti biasa, aku datang and check apa-apa yang perlu dengan nurse di wad 6G tu.

Semalam satu family ada meeting dengan team medical from HUKM. The team consisted of medical doctors, neurologist, physiotherapist, pharmacist, dietitian, nutrionist, homecare nurses, private homecare provider and JKM. Did I miss anyone? I hope not. The team leader explained that my mom needs a 24 hr home care support from the family members. I agree given the condition experienced by my mom, I really don't think she can survive outside of the ward without such attention from us.

The doctor added that EEG result done onto mummy cannot be used exclusively to determine whether mummy can recover or not. I was glad to hear that because I seriously had a thought to punch at this nefrologist's face, who had the guts to say to me that she wants to stop dialysis treatment on my mother completely based on her EEG result. The reason is being she's unconscious (brain activity is not at par with normal and able person) and her hypoxic condition cannot guarantee her of her quality of life. Therefore, she deduced, the family should let my mom go in peace. I was literally holding my breath and trying to stay calm while I was discussing with her about my mom on Friday last week. I told them, for as long my mom is breathing by her own, we the family will do anything to support her lifespan.

Another issue was raised during the meeting was about her cost of feeding. The cost to support my mom is gonna be between RM 400 - RM 600 per month, only for her food. We are not too sure about her dialysis considering that she's not fully conscious. I start to wonder, which dialysis center is willing to accept her given her condition. Other than that, I think we are pretty much prepared to have her at home.

AgroTani dah kena tukar nama jadi Agronova pasal nama tu dah kena amik ngan orang lain. Esok akaun bank dah boleh buka di Agro Bank. Yahooo...first step. Young Agronomics, nama business aku sendiri, dah pun boleh diregisterkan di Agro Bank juga. Jadi projek pisang berangan 5 ekar aku akan bermula hujung bulan 5. Setakat ni, mengikut kata broker tanah aku di Kuala Pilah, aku mungkin dapat menyewa tanah seluas 12 ekar di sana. Jadi aku fikirkan, 5 ekar biarlah untuk YA and another 7 acres for Agronova for watermelon cultivation.

Ada satu Datuk suh aku menyewa kat salah satu office space yang dia ada di Bandar Tun Razak. Aku dah tengok office space. Ok ajer. Serba salah juga aku. Aku dah cakap terus terang, aku memang tak mampu untuk sewa lebih dari RM 850 sebulan. DIa nak offer kat aku dalam RM 1,500 but in deferred payment la if I get SMIDEC Start Up Grant. Hurmmm..aku ada seminggu untuk bagi jawapan kat dia. Fenin...fenin...