Penantian

Berapa lama mesti kunanti
Sinar cahaya matamu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yang menutup diriku

Berapa lama perlu kutunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yang sepi

( korus )
Penantian suatu siksa
Yang tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuhku yang kering dan layu
Kepastian suatu penawar
Dalam suka dan duka
Yang meniti hidupku

As much as I like to write about my ambitions and what not, maybe sometimes I should include here of how I feel on certain issues. I guess the song above is the best description of how I feel right now.

My only driving force at this moment is work because it can fill up a huge void I have in my life, or rather I say, my heart. That's my reality.