the strongest thing in the world often seems the weakest, for instance
gentleness is stronger than cruelty,
patience is stronger than impatience,
mercy is stronger than revenge,
love is stronger than hate

This is the saying on my 20" Apple Cinema Display in the so-called office. It will be my reminder and remedy for feeling miserable these few days.

I don't think I have enough sleep since last week. I constantly woke up in the middle of night around 3 to 4 am. Something is bothering my mind. I could only sleep after the subuh comes in, which made me wake up at right at 11.02 am. Yep, it does sound ridiculous but it does happen.

"Saat tak seorang pun yang faham perasaanmu, berlarilah kepada Nya"

So when my eyes opened during those times, I would reach for Along's TIME magazine, ASTRO magazine, my own paperwork and proposals, Along's National Geography magazine and the newspaper. My last resort - read the quran and perform solat.

Hmmm..Ramadhan is coming closer. Does forgiveness await me in this coming holy month?