A Small Measure of Peace Revisit

Okay, last time I wished I could get a small measure of peace. And today, guess what? I found it...right at someone else's kitchen.

I went to my juniors' apartment just to visit them and also to cook something. Oh gosh...when I looked at the kitchen area, it was a total mess. Then I took an effort to clean it up since everyone wasn't at home playing soccer at Pollock field. And suddenly I realized, being myself at the kitchen area gave me a serene reality.

Aku suka sebenarnya ada kat dapur. Aku suka memasak di dapur, as in I can pour all my creativity into cooking. Ye lah, campak ajer la ape-ape yang kita nak masakkan, insya Allah jadilah nanti masakan tu. As long kita pandailah adjust-adjust sket sana-sini. I guess the only thing that deters me going into the kitchen area when I am at home is because of the nagging sound of my mom's voice. I hate people instruct me what to do when I am in the kitchen. I want to feel the independence at my cooking habit. And I hate to see my kitchen in mess. I would rather spend the time to wash all the dishes, cleaning up the rack and the stove as well. Cooking is very therapeutic to me. Seriously hilang stress aku kalau memasak..provided tempat nak memasak tu bersih and lengkaplah dengan apa yang aku nak guna untuk memasak.

Ahaa..so menu dinner untuk malam ni is nasi margerine (thanks to Ika sbb bagi idea kat aku), ayam masak merah madu and telur dadar sempoi. Huhuhuhu...licin semua sekali bila semua orang dalam apartment tu makan!

Waktu tengah makan tu, layanlah sekali movie Something Gotta Give, starring Diane Keaton, Jack Nicholson and Keanu Reeves. Aku layan movie tu sampai habis rupa-rupanya walau pun memula tu distracted laa jugak sebab bebudak ni sibuk nyanyi nasyid pasal kawen/awek kat belakang. Seronoklah juga tengok movie ni...hahaha..layan jiwang laa pulak..ape lah sialnyer aku malam ni aa?

But bila tengok ending movie tu..especially bila Erika (Diane) tengah celebrate birthday dia kat Paris dengan Julian (Keanu) and suddenly Harry (Jack Nicholson) came to see her just to say how much she means to him....hati aku jadi sayu. Entah...hati aku sayu maybe sebab aku dalam diam-diam simpan wish untuk harijadi aku walau pun tak ada orang celebrate birthday aku (but thanks to Aini and Aida sebab tak lupa wish birthday aku every year and belikan kad/hadiah untuk aku!! Jasamu dikenang!). Aku wish aku nak celebrate birthday ni dengan jalan-jalan kat tepi pantai dengan someone special...and I wish I could spend the rest of my life with the person that I first fell in love with 5 years ago..it was love at the first sight for me. Tak semena-mena boleh berkaca-kaca lak mata aku time tu..bertakung la jugak..iskkk..sayu sangat kot rasanya. Mujur la gak takde manusia kat living room..semua sibuk dok menghisap rokok kat bilik hujung...hahahaha..

Okaylah..nak stop sini dulu..enough of my rambling for today. Got to do some study...