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mawar merah & wanita

mawar merah bunga sakti
jadi penyeri hati-hati
diri resah jadi berseri
bila diberi mawar si bunga sakti

mawar merah dan diri wanita
dua entiti cukup berbeda
tapi intipatinya tetap sama
jadi penawar dan racun duka

duri si mawar amat tajam
menikam ditikam menjadi resam
tapi di puncaknya bertakhta bunga
untuk ditakluki hati sang putera

mawar itu sifatnya lembut
dalam lembut ada kerasnya
begitulah hati sang wanita
luarnya bersepuh dalamnya mutiara.

Don't ask me why I wrote this because I totally have no clue what I just wrote to begin with. Anyway, let's assume it's an expression of symbolization between ladies and roses cum flowers. I found ladies are intricate in nature. I guess this is not a new discovery to the mankind.

They are persons to love and persons to loathe. For whatever it is, I must say men cannot live with women and vice versa. For those feminists out there who believe women can live without getting attached to men, I'd say - Keep you crap ideas off from me!

Quite recently I found out that many so-called 'pious' friends will get married anytime soon or maybe attached to someone either in the States or in Malaysia. Surprisingly, none of them is too afraid happy to make it public. Before this I always believe affection is something that you have to show albeit it's not for a display. It must come from a sincere devotion. Yet again, this devotion only can exist if the couple truly attached to each other in strong conviction. Love, believe and understanding are the three elements which can never be departed from the emotional relationship. But if the relationship is lacked either one of them, probably it will only be lust. Or maybe merely imagination. Is it the fact that public perceives them as pious has made them afraid to tell the public about their relationship? Ah well, it's totally none of my business.

See..that's why I dont want people to look at me as if I am a close relative to any Mullah out there. Or one might say that I am the type of 'baik-baik' guys. I like to be equal and neutral. I may thrive to be His best servant and yet along the line, I may screw up for more than anybody can imagine. Living on other's expectation will only put pressure on you. You live, you do and you think according to your own mindset.

Okay, I dont think I will be able to write anything in coherent anymore. Starting from the roses and the women, now I've ventured into the mere image of pious among my friends...hahahaha..crappy giler! But well, sky is the limit for my imagination and passion for writing. Anyway, I got to go now...the gym is waiting for me!