It's 3.43 am in the morning. I am not sleeping just yet. Actually, my mind works best after 12 midnite. Yes, it is such a crazy hour. When I was a student, I used to work at Pollock Library for a graveyard shift; 12 midnite to 7 am. The job gave me good money though albeit the work was a bit boring..ermm to say the least.
Talking about work - it's never ending. Truly, works keep men and women as well from three vices; boredom, evil and ....okay, I couldn't recall from my mind. My mind practically on constant spin when it comes to work. FOr me, anything that generate income is considered as work. So here I am, lepaking at cyber cafe, figuring ways of how to initiate my project. This time I am gonna take a leap of faith. A risk for myself and my partner as well. 2009 will see me going into business full blast.
Having conversation with friends about this business venture reminds me of why I want to do business again. Failure is a must for one to have success. The way I see it, I shall have more risk if I don't start doing it now.
My good friend has agreed to give us a coaching on how to secure grant from government agency. I also have figured out on how to secure further capital injection into the company by a means of grant from another agency. I guess this will spearhead our effort to be majority shareholder in our next business venture when my cili fertigasi project kicks in.
My friend mooted an idea from the Japanese culture, "keretsu", which is to form a coalition in business in ensuring the survival of the business as collective force. I find the idea is a sexy idea. Hehehe, Yeah..sexy in a sense that we cover each other's asses actively by securing an equity in each partner's business entity. I think it's also a way of securing capital from within the group, rather than taking up loans from the financial institutions. It made the whole process simpler.
Anyway, there is endless of list that me and my partner need to do till March 2009. I handle most of the business side and my partner is handling the technical part. Therefore I need to learn business accounting & finance, Company Act and management. Ooh ohhh..before I forget, I also need to study again on marketing and sales as well. Woww, this is like going to school all over again. Sheeesshhh!!!
Character Flaws
Having shared my dreams and ambitions for next year, I believe that it takes a set of characters in order to pursue those dreams. And I just realize that I have plenty, I mean seriously, plenty of character flaws. It has dawned on me that my dark side is so much dirtier than I thought it is. Lucky for me to realize on this after I came through with some exposures on my bad personality.
Well, I won't come up with any excuse to behave badly. There is no excuse to be bad person with anyone else, even to my enemies (if I had one or few). All I can do is just to say sorry and keep myself on toe when I start to act 'asshole'ly. Hahahaha, what a word!
Having said that, there are times for me to close down this online journal of mine because what people may have felt when they read about my thoughts or ramblings. Howewer, I feel it's not just the time yet for this to get its last bow out. Maybe in a few years more la kot.
I wonder, who will come knocking this blog when the writer decides to say Good Bye.
Hmmm.....
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