Pancit.

Penat.

I had some business dealing in Banting yesterday. The business was successful although it was half done. Nevermind, let the one who responsibles on that matter to handle it. I did more than what I supposed to do.

I stopped two times while I was driving on KESAS highway. First, it was at Kinrara R&R. Then the next stop was just before the car climbed up the flyover near Jalan Cheras. I felt very lethargic. I decided to pull over and rested for about 5 minutes. I closed my eyes, hoping for the fatigue to go away.

I finally managed to get home. After I'm done with maghrib prayer, I quickly locked myself in my room and tried to get a rest. Oh boy, why am I so difficult to get good rest nowadays.

Yeah...I am pushing myself. I have a few personal goals which I want to achieve before the end of this year. Besides, working makes my mind active and not wandering on something unnecessary. Especially on someone or something.

Alrite, these are my remaining goals for this year.

1. I have savings of RM 100,000 in my Public Bank saving account by December 31, 2007.
2. I am sending my parents to Baitullah through comfortable package (~RM15,000 per person package) with my own money.
3. I am giving away RM10,000 of scholarship to students in need before the school opens next year (which is by Dec. 31st, 2007).
4. I have a group of 20 dynamic, hardworking and passionate members by December 31st, 2007.
5. My ticket to Hokkaido, Japan must be secured by December 1st 2007.

Goals achieved this year
1. I bought a brand new black Toyota Camry.
2. I broke my personal limit of RM 100,000 investment in last April. I closed RM 1,390,00 investment. Damn it makes me feel good about myself! :D
3. I achieved five figure income for the second time in May. My paycheck was at RM 39,637.
4. I am doing a charity work by giving a free tuition (2 times/week) for PMR students at orphanage house in Taman Melawati since January this year.



Goals for next year
1. I own a piece of property (single storey bungalow) by August 31st, 2008.
2. I gain consistent five figure income at minimum RM 15,000 per month beginning February 7th, 2008.
3. I have 50 outstanding, go-getter and cooperative members in my group by December 31st, 2008.
4. I am living a healthy and well balanced life. I create mutual friendship with all my clients.
5. I perform umrah & visit in March 2008.

I believe all my goals are achievable. Someone accomplished them in different time period. If they could do it, what can stop me from achieving my own goals? How could I be so sure about this?

No, I'm not that 100% sure about things around me. I'm not sure if Pak Lah is still a Prime Minister of M'sia by next year. I'm not sure if our Kuala Lumpur Index Composite can surpasses psychology barrier of 1390 points. Heck, I don't know if I'm still alive tomorrow.


But I know one thing for sure - myself. I know I will kick my own ass real hard in getting what I want in life and nobody can stop me for that matter. I give no excuse to myself, I make no complaint, I do not blame others for things happen to me. I have choices every day and I responsible on the choices I made for myself. Some bad decisions were made in the past and they will definitely be recorded in my life but I also believe I did make some good decisions too in my life. So, it's not that bad at all.

Life is still a pretty good adventure so far.