I have officially become a Pak Lang when Angah and Kak Rafidah successfully conceived a daughter last Monday. Her name is Nur Farhana Batrisya binti Mohd Fazrul. Hmmm..the moment I heard the name, I immediately had a vision of my brother was cussing himself for giving such a long name to his daughter when he registers the daughter for the new IC or passport. Well, that is the price he has to pay for having a glamorous name on his daughter.
So, congratulations to Angah. And yeah, congratulations to my parents for becoming grandparents. Time does fly eh?
Anyway...there are so many things to share here. So many stories to be written here. However, I am just plain lazy to write them all. Enough if I said, I joined Basic Course in AsiaWorks and something changed me from the inside. The five days in that training course enough to shake me to the core. Yep, we did many stuffs while in the training. Many weird stuffs...and some of them are not even rational. Indeed, it requires irrational action in order to achieve some rationality in my life. I met so many different people from all walks of life. I enjoyed learning new stuffs about myself under the coaching from Bill Randal. Actually, new stuffs would not cut it. It is actually old stuffs which I've hid from myself pretty conveniently. Tell me about ignorance is a bliss! The statement "What Am I Pretending Not to Know?" does ring some truth in it. And there I was...trying to figure out what is wrong with my life and what could I do to make it better or at least, to make me honestly feel better. I came to join the training for all the wrong reasons. Oh man...it took me five days to crack my ego to find out what is it that I'm looking for in life. But well, my 'image' is still steadily standing there like a real macho hunk. Damn it!
I signed up for the next Advance Course though. I really want to tear down this so called 'image'. I feel excited about it but at the same time, I feel anxious and a bit scared. I'm scared because I am required to be brutally honest about myself. Ouch...I hope Bill wouldn't be the Coach this time. The first course I had with him as the Coach enough to make me feel intimidated due to his enlightening questions. Learned a lot from there.
Well...time has just ran out for me here. Better get going...see ya later!
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