Everything is over? Ain't so yet. As the relationship maybe over, but for me the friendship lasts forever. Some may wonder what the fuck am I talking about. Well, really..it's none of your business.

Although I couldn't get what I want or couldn't be what I want to be, but for at least I have put forward my full blast effort. I have no qualm or regret anymore on what have had happened between the two of us.

It was sad for me to learn the fact that the mutual feeling can never be revived. But I must thank her for giving me some educational experiences about building a relationship. She brought out the best in me when it comes to pursuing someone that I revere the most in my life. She made me work hard for pursuing her. I never regret for the money, energy and time spent for all that. I firmly believe that it was well spent. I believe everything happens for a reason which only God will reveal in time. For that, I thank her from the bottom of my heart.

You see, time will heal the pain. Yes, I did grieve last night after I learned about this fact. I cried quietly in my room. I took my time to perform solat sunat two rakaah to calm myself.

Now I have an option to take it positively or to take it destructively.

Obviously, I choose the first one. Good things come to those who wait. Something good is gonna come my way...that I am very sure of. In the meantime, I still feel like wanting to stay as a nice guy. Thanks Warie for urging me of not quitting being a nice guy.

To you Miss, I just want to tell you this - Amigos para siempre (friends forever)!