I was at the airport last night. I was rushing from KLCC and tried to get there on time. Somehow I felt very anxious for this impromptu meeting and felt a bit nervous. Well, let me rephrase my word. I felt very nervous about this impromptu meeting. In fact, I was sweating while I was in ERL on the way to KLIA.

I waited patiently for about 40 minutes before I saw her walking out from the arrival gate. At that moment, I felt like my heart was almost exploding due to the nervousness I had inside. My knees were numb that I almost staggered. I tried to hid the flowers I bought at KL Sentral.

I really wasn't thinking much when I bought the roses. Everything was done on impulse. I bought a small bouquet of roses, specifically asked for three red roses, from the same florist I acquired roses last year for her. At first the florist wanted to sell me one big bouquet of mixed flowers but I refused. I literally begged her to make a simple arrangement of three roses and I was willing to pay it at any price she put. Luckily I finally managed to get what I wanted in the first place.

So the roses were put together with the present. And I held them closely like I held my soul to myself.

I am glad that she likes my gift. In fact, I silently feels like fleeting in the air when she says she loves it. Phewww...

I couldn't exactly know how to describe the feeling when I finally saw her face to face. I felt hungry but the moment I had the meal in front of me, I didn't feel like eating it. It's enough with who I had in front of me. It's enough to know that she is okay with me. It's enough to see her smiling heartily.

I felt empty once I left her at the Sentral. Hollow. But at the same time, I felt grateful for meeting her again. Last night I went to bed at 4 am. Couldn't fall asleep because I was too excited because I met her. Because I miss her. And because I couldn't forget her reaction when she opened the gift.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to seeing her again soon. Don't mind to drive for 4 hours of round-trip journey just for a couple of minutes of meeting. It worth every mile I shall have on the car.

So today I decided to wear the t shirt she gave to me last night.