Simple Thinking

There's not much I can say here except that I am damn tired. Still couldn't recover from my fatigue coming back from Melaka. I crashed at my bed at 7 pm and only woke up by 12 am. I was flat. Out.

And before that, I was meeting this one friend. An old time neighbor. Actually, she's a sister of my friend and since we are neighbor, so I know everyone in the family. She asked for my help. She seeks motivation. Okay, yeah I know..it's lame.

I told her, just like I told myself, "for things to change, I must change first". That is the popular mantra in my life now. Nothing can be done if I don't want to do anything. It's either you do something or you dont do anything and goes extinct.

But she keeps giving excuses. [Sigh]. So I told her, "Hey look here...u can be like this and go on and on until u die and rot in the grave. Nothing will change. So, suck it up, ok?". I am tired with people who want something but not willing to sacrifice for that. I hate them because they suck my energy. I guess that's why I was so exhausted today.

One more thing, if you are beautiful and good looking but keep failing in relationship - there must be wrong with you. For instance, I'm not good looking and I sometimes fail in relationship. I don't blame anyone. One finger points out and actually, there are 3 fingers pointing back at me. Most of the time, I quietly admit that I can be such a nuisance in relationship.

We want people to change for us. For our sake. C'mon, get real wil ya? It ain't gonna happen. I don't want to change people. Seriously I don't. So I let it be. Que sera sera.

Whatever it is, we need to be aware of one thing - Things are not getting better if we keep whining and not doing anything. Start taking action now. Every problem has solution. I am tired and exhausted. So the solution is, I need to get sleep now. See y'all later!