Friday, January 28, 2005

New Life, New Environment and New Hopes/Problems

See, people believe when we move to some place, we ought to be bombarded by many new things. Such can be delightful or simply unwelcome. Fortunately coming back to the ol' place isn't that bad. Except it comes together with new sets of problem which put me in new domain - realm of reality.



Yes, when reality hits, ouccchhh...it hurts!

I thought things could get any easier once I arrived in Kuala Lumpur. Oh well, I must say God is sooo glad to see me here and He poured me with so many 'tests'. Perhaps He loves me very much because I heard only people who are shy from hardship are not loved by the Lord. But why do I have to take so much things from You lately? Sorry God, I don't mean to lament on you - I just don't think I could take any shit anymore. Please end this episode of pouring-full-of-craps-on-me, thy Lord??

Anyhow, coming back to KL is like travelling to a new place. New environment where fogs are replaced by smokes, dirty air and reckless M'sian drivers. Does anybody agree with me on that matter? Ahhh well, I can take smokes and dirty air (it looks just like a part of New York City without any Chikanos walking all over) but I simply abhor reckless drivers. They can drive me nuts. Long before this I rarely swear on road or getting pissed off but now, I even show my middle finger before my steering wheel and quietly cursing those lunatics on road.

It has been 1 week I stepped my feet on this blessed soil. So many roads have changed (duhhh, it's like it never been changed for the past 2 years!!), so many buildings have arisen and so many people have changed. I changed as well. Mentally and emotionally. Errr...okay, physically as well!



I also had a chance to celebrate Eidul Adha in Kuala Krai, Kelantan together with my family members except for Along. Unfortunately he didn't get any vacation from his employer other than the standard two-days holiday of Eid Adha. It's good meeting with my relatives, refreshing the camaraderie amongst us. Some of my cousins don't recognize me. That shouldn't be a surprise at all.

Anyway, I think I should stop whining like a mule for today. Life is great (like Pick Yin's blog) and don't whine, instead, let's shine!

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