Hello Peeps...Busy Busy Day

Background music: American Bad Ass by Kid Rock

Apparently many people advised me not to continue my friendship with M. I guess that's the way it ends. Perhaps this serves as lesson to me and to the others. But I am not to say that I am holier than her. That's not what I meant. We did mistakes and we forgave - that's how life works. But to ask more than that, that is just totally absurd. I am guessing by now, I should be over with it. No whining, no arguing and most importantly, no remembering. They are just bringing pain instead of the sense of pleasure. So, kapish!



It is snowing outside and it is snowing pretty bad. That's what I can tell you. Quite honestly I hate every time snow comes down. The only reason why I hate it so much because it makes my life harder. I have to walk, plowing my way through the smudging snow on my way to the class. It is not that I am not used to it, it's just the feeling of tired cleaning up the mess especially on my pants. Okay, for almost a week now I've been wearing the same khakis pants because I have not done my laundry. My bad, my bad...but I am painfully busy to do the laundry.

I am busy with Ch E 464 stuffs, Ch E 303 and Ch E 414. Not to mention that I always skip Ch E 450 class because I just dont have time to do homework for the other three class which I mentioned previously. See, how bad I am? (Damn it F!!!) Hahahahaahha..it sounds weird when I use F instead of my full name. All in the name of personality confidentiality.

Aku rasa now aku patut guna BM pulak. Ye lah, BM kan bahasa mat salleh, BI tu bahasa ibunda...ini ler yang aku belajar dari BTN kat Meru, Kelang dulu. See, aku pernah juga ke kursus Biro Tatanegara. Satu perkara yang buatkan aku sedih dengan kursus tu, sebab banyak menghina kaum lain and mengagungkan kaum sendiri. Bukan ke itu assabiyyah? Ethnocentric orang jawa kata! Bukanlah aku nak kata kaum kita ni tak bagus or full of negative values, cumanya tak kena tempat.

First of all, BTN tu dibayar oleh duit cukai rakyat. Rakyat pulak terdiri daripada pelbagai bangsa; Melayu, Cina, India, Serani, Orang Asli dan lelain lagi. Now diorang guna pulak duit cukai tu untuk finance this kind of program and bash every ethnic other than Malay. Come on laa..be sensible sikit pada kaum lain! Unless kalau duit tu datang sendiri dari kaum melayu exclusively, aku tak kisah tapi still tak elok juga pada semangat perpaduan nasional.. cewwah!

Anyway, aku malas nak komen menda ni banyak-banyak nanti orang kata aku ni penderhaka bangsa Melayu. Ni bukan penderhaka, cuma orang yang masih ada lagi rasional and common courtesy. Itu ajer aku nak cakapnya.

Malam makin hampir ke pertengahannya tapi aku masih lagi di sini. Konon-konon cuba nak menghabiskan homework, tapi nampaknya melanyak laptop aku untuk tulis blog. Bengong tak bengong!